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Why I believe

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In 1 Peter 3:15, we are told to be ready to explain the hope we have in Christ. I was thinking this morning, why do I follow God? If I were to explain to a non-believing friend how I know that God is real, what would I say? What would you say? Here are some of my thoughts. I’d love to hear yours. The more evidence the better, right?

1. He rescued me from a deep depression over 10 years ago. When I didn’t know where else to turn, when family and friends were no longer able to comfort me, God called to me, consoled me and gave me light. I’ve not succumb to depression like that since.
2. Once you experience the presence of God and His leading, you know He’s real. There is no doubt.
3. He’s faithfully provided for me for 13 years, based on a prayer I prayed when I wasn’t yet walking with Him. I quit my full time job almost 13 years ago now, becoming self employed. The day I quit my job, I prayed to God, “I’m not sure what I’m doing here. Lord, help me. I trust you to care for my needs.” Or something to that effect, anyway. Not once have I ever gone hungry or missed paying a bill.
4. His answers to prayers demonstrate He’s real, He hears and He cares. Pay checks come when I need them most. Friends give me hugs or phone calls when I’m feeling lonely. He provides wisdom, understanding and confidence to lead groups or deliver presentations when I go to Him for help. Even when I’m not fully prepared, or especially when I’m not fully prepared, He seemingly takes over, giving me grace, answers and authority that others trust and follow.
5. He gives me great peace and wisdom when I read His Word. He changed me and my heart as I studied His Word more and more.
6. He has ordered circumstances in such a way that I know that only He could be orchestrating it all. Before I started BSF 9 years ago, three different people, all unknown to each other, suggested that I look into the program. When you hear something three different times, in a matter of days, it gets your attention.
7. Living according to His will, while not always easy, life makes sense. Why am I here? Why do these things happen? What is my purpose? I have a sense of these things because of my faith. I am not a random occurrence.

Why do you believe?

Let’s be real

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I know it is obvious. I haven’t been writing much. In life’s busyness, writing gets pushed aside. I could give you lots of excuses. But they won’t change reality.

I would love to write more. When I began blogging, I started waking up at 5 am to write. I still get up at that time but I usually hit the ground running rather than taking the time to write. The fact is, my life and workload have changed dramatically since I started blogging, and yet, I still think I can maintain all of the same activities of my former life.

At the same time, I feel the pressure when a reader notes my absence on this blog. I have my own expectations for blogging that are often not met. I am perpetually disappointed in myself.

It is time for me to get real. I cannot do it all. It is not humanly possible. It is time to re-establish expectations. I hope you understand.

So, here’s what you can expect of me relative to this blog: I will write when I have something to say. It won’t be every day. It may not be every week, although that’s my new goal. I am going to try any way.

I hope you’ll stick with me and encourage me along the way with comments and be patient if you haven’t heard from me in a while.

No sabbath

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It is Monday morning and I am exhausted. Somehow I will have to muster the energy to make it through the week, starting from a depleted reserve.

It is my own fault. I know better than to push myself all week and continue right on through the weekend. But it didn’t stop me. With mild weather all weekend and lots of winter preparations yet to do, I felt like I had to get a lot done.

So, I worked like a crazy woman up against the clock. I cleaned gutters, hauled eight bucket-loads of manure out of the paddock and relocated 39 bags of leaves from the yard to the pasture, in addition to my regular activities of laundry, horse chore, sleeping, exercising and going to church.

Today, I am paying for it. I am physically exhausted and have no motivation whatsoever. Brilliant.

A few years ago, I was diligent about taking Sundays off from any kind of work, shopping, errands, etc., and instead spent the day napping, reading, writing and visiting with others. As a result, I felt much more connected to God, rested and centered when Monday morning came. These days, it seems there is always something else that has to get done. (It seems the same happens whenever I want to write, too.) The boundaries I once had around the Sabbath are gone.

I know a lot of people who think that God’s commandment to honor the Sabbath is out dated and not practical today. I beg to differ, particularly on days like today. It is God’s loving way of getting us to care for ourselves. Taking one day a week off for relaxing and re-energizing is a necessity in our times.

I want to go back to that practice. No, I need to go back to that practice.

Question: What is your favorite way of honoring the Sabbath?